Being a very beautiful fifty-year-old, wealthy, a widow, and with grown children busy with their own families, Esther could dedicate herself to what she always secretly wanted. That is, cultivating sex as one of the fine arts. He always enjoyed it, and he never lacked for good partners. But now she wanted something more: to know deeply some modalities that always intrigued her, but she had barely glimpsed in the stories of others. Sadomasochism and many others, for example. "It's time to do them all," he said to himself.
He then launched into an exhaustive exploration of the many variations and possibilities that sex offers. Everything that could be done between a man and a woman, a woman and two men, two women or more, some of indefinite gender or in transition with men and women in quantity at ease, etc.
He gave himself without regard to the joys of the meat, and put together his passionate encounters with the precision of an exquisite chef who carefully chooses the ingredients of his recipes. He took care of the procedures in detail in order to maximize pleasurable results. But after repeatedly trying all the variables, he wanted something more. It was demanded by her nature as an ambitious woman who had never wanted anything.
Trying out sex, extreme?
She had before her the wide field of the supposed "perversions", which attracted her as much or more than the modalities considered "normal". But in this he did not show courage as in the other practices. She always ended up looking very conservative to her eventual companions, generally seasoned in the rough terrain of so-called “extreme sex”.
That's why he got bored like mushrooms on his first try at “Voyeurism”. It is that he did not conceive that someone would have fun watching others have sex. And he was unable to understand that his companions in the dark cabin from which they observed a couple of clumsy amateurs copulating, would go crazy. She had gotten more arousal by watching professional pornographic movies alone. Even seeing that his closest companion had a phenomenal erection, he offered him oral sex, but he refused. Because all he cared about was watching, and he didn't want to be distracted by something else.
As for pedophilia, he only once had a pleasant relationship with a minor. When he tried to repeat it, he found out that the boy had told his parents everything. They initiated a lawsuit against him for corruption of minors. He had to neutralize it laboriously and costly, with a great effort from his lawyers.
It did not fare any better with him.bondage”, that of tying someone like a package and then subjecting them to all kinds of extreme sex practices. He was left with sore bones and strap marks all over his body. Not to mention fetishism: her expert friend in such matters tried to encourage her by showing her her collection of used condoms, men's stockings and toothbrushes seized from her lovers.
He barely managed to get Esther to agree to start some similar “collection” whenever she had the opportunity. Given the high amorous activity she was experiencing in those days, carried out at various locations, after a while she possessed a good number of those small advertisements with a magnet on the back that stick to refrigerators. It was the only thing she could think of, and no matter how much willpower she put into it, that didn't excite her in the slightest. Nor did it seem anything like the «extreme sex» she longed for.
looking for the way
She started to get frustrated; he lacked extreme and daring experiences, and tried sado-masochism. But it was not well seen that she interrupted the whipping session to which a girl subjected a man, to put bandages on him and comfort him maternally. And again his offer of oral sex was rejected (as much as to do something) because the important thing there was to cause pain, not to cause pleasure. When someone tried to hit her, she had no better idea than to retaliate for the first hit she received, and she was kicked out of the meeting, as a misfit.
When he didn't have much left to try, he believed that his mistake consisted of throwing himself fully into these practices of extreme sex. Perhaps it would be better to go slowly, exploring those terrains slowly.
Hence the surprise of one of her lovers when, before beginning the sexual act, she took out a small box with studs from her bag and began to distribute them spaced on the bed.
«It’s just that this way I can get used to it a little bit at a time…,” she argued in response to her partner’s bewilderment. “And get ready for next week, because if you want to do it with me again, you’re going to have to wear sandpaper underwear that I’m making for you,” Esther explained, very excited about the new possibility of reaching those extremes that attracted her: nice and slow, a little bit at a time. In about a year and a half, she calculated, she would be a consummate expert in sadomasochism.
Because with perseverance and ingenuity everything is obtained.